What comes before the end!

I am the produce of my life,

I am the produce of my perception,

I am a produce of the people I meet,

I am a produce of the world that has helped shape me,

I am the past that haunts me, and I am the future that engulfs me,

I am that road that I fear so, and fear finding out why I fear this road,

I am a thing, no different from billions of other things that roam this wretched planet,

I am the thing that is mouldable to their life style,

I am the scream that is stuck at the top of my throat,

I am the words I could never muster to say,

I am the family I could never keep together,

I am the get rich fast dream I could never reach,

I am the failures I remember and the lessons that don’t stick quite so well,

I am the job I never got, the friends I never held onto and the relationships that ate me up and spat me out,

I am the main character in a sad fucking movie,

The good guy that never gets a break,

The bad guy that is so badly impersonated,

I am the rock bottom …the darkness,

I…..am not here to stay!

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